Just a quick thought. God is always with us and is right there always. Even though we can't see Him does not mean that He is not there. Draw your strength from Him when you feel like there is no strength left in your body. If you never talked to Him before, all you gotta say is God help me and He right there to take your hand and to get you through what you going through. Trust in Him, because with His help there is ALWAYS hope.